Āmi Ati Pāmara Durjana

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āmi ati pāmara durjana ki korinu hāya hāya prakṛtira dāsatāya kāṭāinu amūlya jībana

Word for word

āmi—I; ati—very; pāmara—sinful; durjana—wicked; ki—indeed; korinu—I do; hāya—als; hāya—alas; prakṛtira—of matter; dāsatāya—as a slave; kāṭāinu—I sent; amūlya—priceless; jībana—life

Translation

I am a most wretched sinner. Alas! Alas! I passed this priceless lifetime as a slave of matter.

2

koto dina garbhābāse kāṭāinu anāyāse bālya gelo bala-dharma-baśe grāmya-dharma e jaubana miche dinu bisarjana bṛddha-kāla elo abaśeṣe

Word for word

kotaḥ—how many; dina—days; garbha—in the womb; ābāse—residence; kāṭāinu—I spent; anāyāse—easily; bālya—childhood; gelaḥ—went; bala-dharma-baśe—in the control of cbildish activities; grāmya-dharma—household activities; e—this; jaubana—in youth; miche—falsely; dinu—I did; bisarjana—waste; bṛddha-kāla—in old age; elaḥ—gone; abaśeṣe—the remainder

Translation

How many days did I pass in the womb? My childhood passed in childish activities. My youth was foolishly thrown away in household life. Now only old-age is left.

3

biṣaye nāhiko sukha bhoga-śakti su-baimukha anta danta śarīra aśakta jībana jantraṇamoya maraṇete sadā bhoya bolo kise hoi anurakta

Word for word

biṣaye—in material sense objects; nāhikaḥ—not; sukha—happines; bhoga-śakti—the power of sense gratification; su-baimukha—very averse; anta—at the end; danta—teeth; śarīra—bopdy; aśakta—unable; jībana—life; jantraṇamoya—made of suffering; maraṇete—in death; sadā—always; bhoya—fear; bolo-say; kise—how?; hoi—is; anurakta—attachment

Translation

I have no power to enjoy sense pleasures. I turn from them. At the end my teeth and my body are powerless. My whole life is pain. I fear death. Tell me: how can I like this kind of life?

4

bhoga-bastu-bhoga-śakti ta'te chilo anurakti je parjanta chilo dehe bala samasta bigata ho'lo ki loiyā thāki bolo ebe citta sadāi cañcala

Word for word

bhoga—enjoyment; bastu—things; bhoga—enjoyment; śakti—power; ta'te—that; chilaḥ—is; anurakti—attachment; je—which; parjanta—at the end; chilaḥ—is; dehe—body; bala—power; samasta—all; bigata—gone; ho'laḥ—is; ki—what; loiyā—accepting; thāki—I stay; bolaḥ—say; ebe—now; citta—heart; sadāi—always; cañcala—mishcievous

Translation

As long as my body was strong and I had the power to enjoy, I was happy. Now my powers have all gone away. Tell me: Why is my heart always restless now?

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sāmarthya thākite kāya hari nā bhajinu hāya asanna kālete kibā kori dhik mora e jībane nā sādhinu nitya-dhane mitra chāri' bhajilāma ari

Word for word

sāmarthya—ability; thākite—to stay; kāya—body; hari—Kṛṣṇa; nā—not; bhajinu—I worshiped; hāya—alas; asanna—was; kālete—time; kibā—how?; kori—I do; dhik—alas; mora—of me; e—this; jībane—life; nā—nopt; sādhinu—I spent; nitya—eternal; dhane—in wealth; mitra—friend; chāri'—renouncing; bhajilāma—I worshiped; ari—my enemy

Translation

When I had the power, I did not worship Lord Kṛṣṇa. Now the final moment has come. What will I do? My life was wasted. I did not find the eternal treasure. Turning from my true friend, I worshiped my enemies.

Frequently asked

Who wrote Āmi Ati Pāmara Durjana?

Āmi Ati Pāmara Durjana was composed by Bhaktivinoda Thakura. It appears in Kalyanakalpataru.

What is the meaning of Āmi Ati Pāmara Durjana?

I am a most wretched sinner. Alas! Alas! I passed this priceless lifetime as a slave of matter.

How many verses does Āmi Ati Pāmara Durjana have?

Āmi Ati Pāmara Durjana has 5 verses.