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Aparādha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama

Choṭa Daśakuśī Lophā — (Choṭa Daśakuśī Lophā)

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1
aparādha-phale mama citta bhelo bajra-sama tuyā nāme na labhe bikāra hatāśa hoiye hari taba nāma ucca kori' boḍo duḥkhe ḍāki bāra bāra
Word for word
aparādha of offenses; phale by the fruits; mama of me; citta heart; bhelaḥ was; bajra thunderbolt; sama like; tuyā of You; nāme in the name; na not; labhe attained; bikāra ecstasy; hata destroyed; āśa hopes; hoiye is; hari O Kṛṣṇa; taba of You; nāma name; ucca loud; kori' doing; boḍaḥ did; duḥkhe suffering; ḍāki I call out; bāra again; bāra and again
Translation

Because of my past offenses, my heart became like a thunderbolt. I had no ecstatic love for Your holy name. Now my hopes are all destroyed. In great distress I call Your name again and again.

2
dīna doyāmoya koruṇā-nidāna bhāba-bindhu dei rākhoha parāṇa
Word for word
dīna to the poor; doyāmoya merciful; koruṇānidāna origin of mercy; bhāba-bindhu ocean of birth and death; dei pleasegive; rākhoha please save; parāṇa life
Translation

O Lord merciful to the poor! O origin of all of mercy! Please save my life! Please rescue me from this ocean of birth and death!

3
kabe tuyā nāma-uccaraṇe mora nayane jharabo daradara lora
Word for word
kabe when?; tuyā of You; nāma-uccaraṇe calling out the name; mora of me; nayane in the eyes; jharabaḥ falls; daradara again and again; lora tears
Translation

When will my eyes be beautified by filling with tears that constantly glide down as I chant Your holy Name?*

4
gadgada-swara kaṇṭhe upajabo mukhe bolo ādha ādha bāhirābo
Word for word
gadgada faltering; swara sound; kaṇṭhe in the voice; upajabaḥ born; mukhe in the mouth; bolaḥ chant; ādhaādha babb
Translation

ing

5
pulake barabo śarīra hāmāra sweda-kampa-stambha habe bāra bāra
Word for word
pulake hairs standing up; barabaḥ will be; śarīra on the body; hāmāra my; sweda perspiration; kampa trembling; stambha being stunned; habe will be; bāra bāra asain and again
Translation

When will the hairs of my body stand erect in transcendental happiness, and when will perspiration, trembling, and being stunned be manifested on my body as I chant Your holy name?

6
bibarṇa-śarīre hārāobuṅ jñāna nāma-samāśroye dharobuṅ parāṇa
Word for word
bibarṇa turning pale; śarīre body; hārāobun will be; jñāna knowledge; nāma-samāśroye taking shelter of the holy name; dharobun I will maintain; parāṇa my life
Translation

When will I turn pale and I fall unconscious as I keep my life under the shelter of Your holy name?

7
milabo hāmāra kiye aiche dina rowe bhaktibinoda mati hīna
Word for word
milabaḥ will meet; hāmāra of me; kiye when; aiche will be; dina day; rowe stays; bhaktibinoda Bhaktivinoda; mati intelligence; hīna without
Translation

Foolish Bhaktivinoda cries out, "O Lord, when will that day be mine?"

Frequently asked

Who wrote Aparādha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama?

Aparādha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama was composed by Bhaktivinoda Thakura. It appears in Gitavali.

What is the meaning of Aparādha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama?

Because of my past offenses, my heart became like a thunderbolt. I had no ecstatic love for Your holy name. Now my hopes are all destroyed. In great distress I call Your name again and again.

How many verses does Aparādha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama have?

Aparādha Phale Mama Citta Bhelo Bajra Sama has 7 verses.

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