Āmi To' Cañcala Mati Amaryāda Khudra Ati

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hari he āmi to' cañcala-mati amaryāda khudra ati asūya-prasaba sadā mora pāpiṣṭha kṛtaghna mānī nṛśaṁsa bañcane jñānī kāma-baśe thāki sadā ghora
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hari Kṛṣṇa; he O; āmi I; to' indeed; cancala restless; mati heart; amaryāda beyond the bounds of what is proper; khudra petty; ati very; asūya of envy; prasaba creation; sadā always; mora ofme; pāpiṣṭha sinner; kṛtaghna ungrateful; mānī proud; nṛśaṁsa cruel; bañcane in cheating; jnānī learned; kāma of lust; baśe in the control; thāki I stay; sadā always; ghora horrible
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O Lord Kṛṣṇa, I am always restless at heart, ill-mannered, petty, envious, sinful, ungrateful, proud, cruel, vicious, expert in cheating others, ferocious, horrible, and always in lust's grip.

e heno durjana ho'ye e duḥkha-jaladhi bo'ye caritechi soṁsāra-sāgore kemone e bhabāmbudhi pāra ho'ye nirabadhi taba pada-sebā mile more
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e henaḥ like this; durjana wicked; ho'ye is; e this; duḥkha-jaladhi ocean of sufferings; bo'ye is; caritechi go; soṁsāra-sāgore in the ocean of birth and death; kemone how?; e this; bhaba of the material world; ambudhi ocea; pāra crossing to the farther shore; ho'ye is; nirabadhi always; taba of You; pada-sebā service to the feet; mile meets; more me
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Being so wicked, I am always plunged in an ocean of sufferings. I swim in the ocean of birth and death. How will I find the shore of the ocean of birth and death? How will I find service to Your feet?

tomāra koruṇā pāi taba to' toriyā jāi amki e duranta-sāgora tumi prabhu śrī-caraṇe rākho dāse dhūli-sane nahe bhaktibinoda kātora
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tomāra of You; koruṇā mercy; pāi I attain; taba of You; to' indeed; toriyā crossing; jāi go; amki I; e this; duranta impassable; sāgora ocean; tumi You; prabhu O master; śrī-caraṇe at the graceful feet; rākhaḥ please protect; dāse servant; dhūli dust; sane in the association; nahe not; bhaktibinoda Bhaktivinoda; kātora suffers
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Only if I get Your mercy will I cross this impassable ocean. O Lord, please keep this servant with the dust under Your graceful feet. Then Bhaktivinoda will no longer suffer.

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Who wrote Āmi To' Cañcala Mati Amaryāda Khudra Ati?

Āmi To' Cañcala Mati Amaryāda Khudra Ati was composed by Bhaktivinoda Thakura. It appears in Gitamala.

What is the meaning of Āmi To' Cañcala Mati Amaryāda Khudra Ati?

O Lord Kṛṣṇa, I am always restless at heart, ill-mannered, petty, envious, sinful, ungrateful, proud, cruel, vicious, expert in cheating others, ferocious, horrible, and always in lust's grip.

How many verses does Āmi To' Cañcala Mati Amaryāda Khudra Ati have?

Āmi To' Cañcala Mati Amaryāda Khudra Ati has 3 verses.